L.O.V.E.

Love comes and go...

Now, it's all coming back to me now...

Is it good or bad?

No comment...

无聊。句

游子离家心难离，

人在体在心不在；

没心没肺没人在，

过眼煤烟过一生。

丫？Y

国大？？？

为什么我会在这里？？？

人形。潦倒。。。

近来，我开始感觉到压力。。。
这压力不是很寻常的。。。
已经很久没有这种感觉了。。。
这感觉是很奇怪又不寻常的。。。
已经很久没感觉到‘它’的到来了。。。
‘它’可说是最难缠的感觉。。。
每次每次都缠绕我好一段时间。。。
没有一次是可能摆脱的。。。
它的出现会让我感到很有压迫。。。
也很无奈。。。
又很压力。。。
有时我简直就喘不过气。。。
就是因为它的出现，我的人生观有其了变化。。。
开始跟他人拉开了距离。。。
不是说它的出现是不好的。。。
可是如每天有它的存在也不会有我的出现。。。
没有他，我的抗压能力也不可能会增强。。。
它让我坚强也让我打击了我。。。
不知何时，他的存在会把我给吞没。。。
可是隐藏性的它补足着我其他两个个性。。。
第三个性的出现是神秘却很好玩的。。。
最好玩的地方是它能帮助思想。。。
可是我所想的都是负面的事情。。。
也因此事，我开始慢慢地激发了第四个性的出现。。。
虽然还没察觉到它的存在，可是我很清楚的明白骨牌效应。。。
每件事都有他自个儿的骨牌效应。。。
不小心推倒了第一个骨牌，其他的骨牌也会跟着倒。。。
要补救也补救不来的。。。
除非及时把其中的几个骨牌抽掉。。。
人生不就也是如此吗？
没有了骨牌效应，人活着还有什么意义？
我只怕第四个性的出现会把我的一生给婉转过来。。。
也因为这，我的恐惧一天比一天强烈。。。
恐惧让我每天都在自我折磨。。。
自虐是最厚可走的一条路。。。
可是我不是走最偏的途径。。。
精神虐待也是自虐的一种。。。
虽然是最恐怖的，可是也是最简单容易的。。。
能够轻易地做到。。。
对被人而言，这可能会导致精神瘫痪。。。
可是对我而言，这是个考验。。。
考验我的耐力与极限。。。
这是永不可能会让我患上精神病的。。。
可是会让我感受到自己最不想要的事。。。
可是话说回来，哪有容易走的路啊？
路是我走出来的，所以在还没找到尽头时我是不会放弃的。。。
人因梦想而伟大。。。
我也因梦想而强壮。。。
这就是我的人生。。。

Hysterical life...

The fantasia of fondness is nothing compare to the misery that caused...

To be able to fond and be fond is great...

Yet, while waiting for the answer would be very suffer...

The kind of emptiness is what other can't be able to feel...

When declare, the other might just as well accept or decline the offer...

When being accepted, sure will felt happy but life still go on...

Deciding on the road to be taken opt to be the first priority in choice...

When being rejected, they might just be stranger or more worse foes instead of friends...

This is the scenario in life...

No doubt that everyone in this world will experience this scenario as this is very common...

This is also one of the scenario in life which will make one grow no matter in term of emotionally or physically...

Some will be tougher but other might just depress and worse suicidal...

Me also can't be able to explain the true meaning of this as this is a deep universal language...

(to be continued.........)

My life...

Troubled with studying...

Does anybody willing to help in my studies???

I bet so...

There won't be anybody who are willing to help me with my studies as I have to depend on myself and not other for my future...

Depending on others will ruin my future once and for all as I don't really learned anything in the end...

Suffering for now but enjoying in the future...

That's what old people says...

But I am really having hard times with my study...

Studying stress me out...

Transforming me back into the little dull guy whose has been cast away  a few years ago during my elementary studies life...

FACT ---> Study makes people old and dull...

I have to admit the fact because ---> I AM STARTING TO GET OLDER PHYSICALLY...

Oh my...I am old already but my facial look became much more pale and look old...

Hate it...

But there is no time for me to take care of my facial look now as the final exam is about to start...

I am going to end my 1st suffering in my varsity life...

But this is not the end as I still have a long way to go for my future, career...

So buck up for now...

一个朋友的故事（未改篇）

很 久很久以前，有一个老人，带着一个孙子。。他的孙子大概有八九岁左右。。

有一天，当这个老人带着他的孙子去城里买东西时，他们遇见一位妇女，这位妇女大概 有三十岁，带着一个十岁的女儿，在路边求乞。。

这位老人看到了这情景，十分同情他们，于是便给了他们十块钱.这两母女拿了钱连声道谢后，便往小食馆走去， 原来他们已经饿了好几天。。城里的人都以为这两母女是骗人的，都不肯给钱。。

然后，老人家便继续上路，他们来到一间名叫“有间客栈”的店。。

打算 住宿一宵。。

登记了一后，他们便道杂货店买东西。。

来到杂货店里，他们竟然遇到刚才的妇女俩。。

更令人同情的是，店长竟然在打那位妇女。。

于是这位老人家 便走上前，想要问个究竟。。

原来，这两母女偷了店里最名贵的笔。。

说是要送给大学毕业的儿子。。

真令人感动，都没钱了，还想送东西给儿子。。

老人家看了， 很是感动。。于是便帮那位妇女付钱。。

那妇女很感激老人家，说要位他做牛做马。。

老人家却说帮人不求回报。。妇女道谢以后便带着女儿离开了。。

几年后，当这位老人家回到这个地方。。

他看见，城里多了一间店，名叫“感恩"..

好奇心驱使下，这位老人家便走进这间店。。

店里的老板娘竟然是当年的妇女。。

他儿子毕业后，到外地某生，赚了很多钱。。

足以养活这个家。。当老板娘看到老人家时，顿时哭了起来。。

他说他永远也不会忘记曾经受过的恩惠。。

然后便请他吃顿大餐。。

Real??? Fake???

In the world of reality, everything is a fake. A relationship is as seen as just a pawn to a better life. Sometimes, people make use of the relationship to gain wealth and glamour. When a person fall in love, everything except for his/her lover becomes invisible or unseen. As this is a vital weakness for most of the lovers, the 'faker' tends to make use of this to get his/her prey. Some tactic was used in the game to enhance the preying action. When the 'prey' fall into the pits set by the 'hunter', everything happens in light speed. Sometime,  the 'hunter' begin with weak and innocent appearance. Then when everything going smooth, they will change from a weak and innocent person to a crafty and wicked person. This is called unscrupulous method.

For what desire, getting it is what matter. No matter what method used, the ultimate result is the only thing that seem. How to approach to the matter is important but nowadays, nobody cares. People only cares about the result. The method can then be brag no matter truth or false when success. This means less people actually cares about what really happen. The only thing we know is how to get the method from the result but not the other way round. The true meaning of living is like this. There are politics all over the world. Et cetera, human politics, body politics and relationship politics. 

There is fact that we can't deny, human live in the fake world for the real things. What fake is real and what real is fake. Bizarre huh? That's what so call world. There is no absolute reality and fakes in the world. Understanding the world is harder than thinking of it as its way too complicated to be understand. True meaning is hard to be seek and sometimes unseen. Why is this going on? People tend to mask their evil doing with a complicated but easy ways. The masking skills are so superb that almost everybody are convinced by the masking and no questions is asked. When the unasked question remain unasked, the masking will become truth and the fakes will be gone and be replaced by the good where the fake is just underneath the truth.

Don't ask me why I wrote this all. I have no idea myself. Maybe this s what called sparks that make me think of this weird and bizarre things.  Releasing stress in words that I also don't understand seem to work as I really felt a sense of relieve after the venting in term of words.