废话

终于，我考完了！！！

考试是个很折磨的活动，而我也被他折磨得不成人样。 这个学期，我总共拿了九个科目，可其中的八科是需要考试的。每个科目都有好多好多的assignment 和需要抽出时间去化验室做课业研究。

在那么多的科目中，我考得有点恨不得自杀的念头，也有想把自己锁起来的决心，但无论如何，我还是坚持到底了。

考完试第一件事就是去了Cheras Selatan。本来要去唱歌的，可是因时间的关系我们就去吃Pizza。 今天，我们其实是要帮我们的强强提早庆祝生日。只因为他的生日总是在假期，我们也只好这么做了。正日就好好跟你中五或中六的同学一起庆祝巴。。。

今天最开心的就是离开了那超级闷热的宿舍。从这一刻起我将根我的室友分开了。同房至今也已两年了，从没话题到有话题，还开始混熟了，现在还是分开了。哈哈。。。
Ps：室友~祝你早日和你所盼望的她开花结果！

这世上没有不散的宴席，很快的我将获得新的室友。可是我可以不要有室友吗？我很懒的去适应新的室友。 我很想一个人住进双人房。那样我就不用担心我的衣服不够吊了。 本人就是喜欢买衣服，第二年还没过，我就买了上千的衣。 好恐怖哦。。 幸好我家人没有骂我。我老弟因该也不会介意穿我的衣物吧？我自己花钱，帮家人省钱， 这是多么伟大阿！

打了一堆废话，是时候去睡觉了。再不睡等下我就完蛋了！晚安咯。。

Short updates

At last, I am going back very soon. Not very delighted though.

Today, I finally sat for ma last major paper. Next only left an easier paper on Thursday evening and zoom, I will be back. This time, I will be going back to Puchong, another home for me in Selangor and my uncle will come fetch me. Haha... No need to take bus =)

This is all thanks to my cousin who is also studying here. A squid who is so blurry...LOL

Anyhow, I gonna be back to UKM again on Sunday as we finally going to start for all the preparation in advance to Convocation Fair.

Short updates ended!

Brief moment

The time passed with the speed of lightning. Just for a brief moment, I am now nearly in the end of my second years in varsity life. Soon, I will be in the third grad and officially get my degree. Today, I am going to sit for my 7th paper for this semester. A total of 8 papers to be taken and I have already toke 6 of it. I was so despair after taken the first two papers which is my major ~ Biochemistry. Luckily, the despair is gone and now I am having a calm mood while revise for the paper later. What a night, I decided not to sleep as there won't be enough time allocated for me to complete my revision if I dozed off.

Think of now, I am having holiday mood but this is bad for me as I have to prepare myself for the preparation works in the Convocation Fair's board. This is as tough as I can think. Due to the new policy and time constrain, there are just too many obstacles to be hurdles. God bless that everything will be just fine and the path to the light is always there. Gonna pull myself back to study then. 

À toute à l`heure!

Stress releasing day ~ Le 20 Avril

Yesterday was a crazy day for me. I was preparing for the exam for the whole morning and went for the crazy paper. In fact, I have no idea what is being taught in the lecture hall as most of the time, we were watching sketches from other groups. This is good as in enhancing our creativity lane but it is not very suitable for some of us. The sketch stuff only help the group members to understand more about the topic they got but this is not certain. As the group comprise of more than 8 members, each of everyone will get their own subtopic and thus they only better in that certain subtopic. However, this does not implied to one of the fella in the hall.

Dreaming Talk

Ever felt yourself falling into a basilisk hole and no matter how you struggle, you just couldn't save yourself? If then you are actually dreaming and is akin like falling into dreamland in a similar ways that Alice does in the play " Alice in Wonderland". 

Spiritual trip

Just returned to my room after out for almost 5 hours. Finally, I got myself a new mouse but it is tiny. Still need more time to get used with the size of it. Along my journey, no idea why I smell weird aromas and is very disgusting to me. The whole journey is filled with dizziness and uneasiness. I have no idea why am I feeling so dizzy these few days. Maybe is due to the hot weather and my poor digestion system. Also, I almost got myself injured seriously. I was tripped and nearly fell down while walking up the stair-case. Luckily I manage to retain balance but my heart was thumping so hard that it almost pop out of the cage.

After the trip, I have made up my mind:

Dark Chocolate and me

I'm yearning to get a taste of 85% dark chocolate again. I can never the taste for the rest of my life and I really miss the chocolate drink that I make at home. No sweeten cocoa drink is best for elevate my high spirits. Actually I am yearning more on 100% cocoa dark chocolates as I love the melting sensation of it in my mouth and the bitterness that slowly converted to mild sweetness while melting in the mouth. Accompany with hot cocoa drink, its heavenly matched.

For me, a bar of dark chocolate can sustain me for one whole month as I like to taste it a little a day and especially during evening or night time. Dark chocolate has the effect of cutting down the size of my meal. After eating dark chocolate, I somehow do not feel like having more food and hardly felt hungry for several hours. That's what a little cubic piece of chocolate can do.

Whilst yearning of get a try of it again, I have no choice but to back to the reality. The transportation problems and the time limitation now is not really a good time for getting chocolates. In addition, I live in dormitory and there is no fridge here. The uber hot weather in South East Asia makes the chocolates melts almost instantly even the higher heat resistance of dark chocolates will melt.

There are many advantages of Dark Chocolates and you can go browse around and have a look on it. The Fine Dark Chocolate has articles on this. So betcha find out more there.

BOYS LIKE GIRLS - The First One lyrics

Even though you're gone and far away,
I feel you all around.
I think about it every single day,
You got away somehow

I can't sleep,
It's hard to breath,
And i still feel you next to me,
Now, i can see.

The first one is the worst one,
When it comes to a broken heart,
Your first love, yeah, you're so young,
And you feel like a fallin' star,

There's a fire in the city,
That's burnin' out tonight,
You're breathing but you're barely alive,

The first one is the worst one,
When it comes, when it comes to a broken heart.

Spinnin' like a movie in my head,
I've seen a thousand times,
I've learned to take it hard,
And fall instead
of sittin' safe on the side lines.

Lost days,
Pictures fade,
Somehow, you're still miles away,
It's safe to say,

The first one is the worst one,
When it comes to a broken heart,
Your first love, yeah, you're so young,
And you feel like a fallin' star,

There's a fire in the city,
That's burnin' out tonight,
You're breathing but you're barely alive,

The first one is the worst one,
When it comes, when it comes to a broken heart.

'Cause I would run through a thunderstorm
just to kiss you,
I'm out here on my own,
Better now than i was before, but i miss you
and i want you to know.

I can't sleep,
It's hard to breath,
And i still feel you next to me,
and I can see, yeah

The first one is the worst one,
When it comes to a broken heart,
Your first love, yeah, you're so young,
And you feel like a fallin' star,

There's a fire in the city,
That's burnin' out tonight,
You're breathing but you're barely alive,

The first one is the worst one,
When it comes, when it comes to a broken heart.

The first one is the worst one,
When it comes to a broken heart,
Your first love, yeah, you're so young,
And you feel like a fallin' star,

There's a fire in the city,
That's burnin' out tonight,
You're breathing but you're barely alive,

The first one is the worst one,
When it comes, when it comes to a broken heart.

The first one is the worst one,
When it comes, when it comes to a broken heart. 

	boys like girls - the first one.mp3
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考试一周

考试就这样过了一个星期。在这个星期里，我的信心一连被两科主修科给挤垮了。这也是我人生第一次觉得如此。不知为何的，刚考完试后，我有种要让自己流泪的感觉可是欲哭无泪啊。。。

可能是这个学期对我来说是个很压力的一个学期把。 人是贪心的动物，我承认事实如此。越是想得到的， 当得不到时内心就会发起一股不悦的情感。我也是一样，订下目标后，总觉得现在的我离目标越来越远了。这两张考卷让我感到无比的丧心也让我有想放弃的感觉。可是我了解到，也可能是应为这样，我才能真正的了解我自己。在弱肉强食的时代里，只有强者才能存活和生存。我不喜欢跟别人争也讨厌这种观念可是活在现今身不由己。

昨天的我和今天的我已是不同的人。在悲观都好，我已学习到抗压的方法了。昨天的我真的很疯狂。一整天就是在背书，到了晚上，突发觉我的胃又开始不舒服了。那痛觉让我感到无奈，也让我连想到之前都必须靠药来缓解疼痛。 我不想再一直过这样的生活，胃痛说真的是很难受很不舒服的。为了不想再吃药， 我已天天尽量的按时吃饭了。可是，我的胃就是不争气，现在都在我吃完饭后还是疼痛。我可不想那么快就倒下了。

Two Is Better Than One Lyrics [ft. Taylor Swift]

I remember what you wore on the first day

You came into my life and I thought

"Hey, you know, this could be something"

'Cause everything you do and words you say

You know that it all takes my breath away

And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true

That I can't live without you

And maybe two is better than one

But there's so much time

To figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face

The way you roll your eyes

The way you taste

You make it hard for breathing

'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away

I think of you and everything's okay

I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true

That I can't live without you

And maybe two is better than one

But there's so much time

To figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day

You came into my life and I thought, "Hey,"

Maybe it's true

That I can't live without you

Maybe two is better than one

But there's so much time

To figure out the rest of my life

And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking

I can't live without you

'Cause, baby, two is better than one

But there's so much time

To figure out the rest of my life

But I'll figure it out

When all is said and done

Two is better than one

Two is better than one

	Boys Likes Girls ft. Taylor Sw - Two Is Better Than One .mp3
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Yesterday to Today (le 13 Avril)

Today is the first day of my examination day. The morning I woke up, I saw friends posted "No WATER!" and I knew this is gonna be bad. Then, soon after my roommate return after searching for water to bath, my slipper was gone by one SIDE! I am definite there are some perverts around and I still a stubborn fella who left my slippers outside of my room. Not just mine, but most of those who left their slippers at the corridor found themselves, missing by 1 side too. Later, I found back my slipper again. Damn shitty as this is the forth time my slipper got stolen if not mistaken. The first and second times, I found back as it was arranged nicely in front of SOMEBODY's room. Then the third time is in the DUSTBIN. DAMN. F***!!! Well, this time is very different. Can guess?

No time

Today, Thursday, the 4th day of study week and I still haven't finish revising a subject. I really wish that I can finish with the revision fast so I have time for past year papers. However, I don't really felt any pressure on me. I can't even force myself to study for a longer duration as I do not have the confidence myself to finish it. Am I such a weakling? Being subdued by entertainment and laziness. Keeping my finger crossed now in hoping to accelerate my study speed.

Dinners

Sunday and Monday, the consecutive dinners is finally over. First is the faculty dinner. A dinner which celebrates for seniors who are going to grads soon. Also this dinner meant something more meaningful, its a farewell dinner for some lecturer as they are going to retired real soon. Although we just pay 10 bucks but the food is really worth more than that. There are chicken, fish, meat, currypuff, cracker, and acar for us to eat. The style of serving of the day is in buffet style and I'm quite lucky to be in the early of the line.

Transport.............

I really do have problems with transport. No matter what event, we who live at Zaaba Residential college do face the same problems. As this is the furthest college in the main campus, undeniable public transport will also make it the last stop and not the first stop. This has actually creating problems for us as sometime we need to travel to the main area of the campus in weekend but there isn't any public transport available for us. What good in here is just the choices in food and thats all. 

I really do wish I owned my own vehicle so that I have no problem in travelling especially when I'm rush of time.

le deux Avril

Finally the first event of Convocation Festival was held. I was really nervous as this is the first official event that I participate as a leader. Wore the blazer for almost half a day and the weather is really hot. Before the event, I am quite nervous with the progression of the other secretariat as they have not done their job and I have no choice but to push and push while help out with all I got. Firstly, the technical part, it was in total mess in the beginning even during the rehearsal. Luckily after a few test trial, everything is okay then. Then is the Techno, what they did is really last minute job but luckily they did well although there are some mistake there...

Week 14th, second year semester 2

Finally is the first day of April. Actually for the past few days, many things happens. This is indeed the busiest week for me. On Saturday, I went to UCSI for the Biochemistry's Intervarsity Thesis Presentation. This is the one and only platform for us, undergraduates to present the fruit of our hard works. Maybe next year will be my turn if I can did well in my research. Hope I can really get the topic I like for my honour year research. The organizer is really very good as in food because they really did consider for the vegetarians and non-vegetarians. For non-vege, everyone get a pack of KFC's lunch pack with 2 potato mashes and no coleslaw. Then on Sunday, I have been confining myself in the room just for the sake of doing my assignment. The whole day, I have done 2 assignment and prepare for my presentation on Monday. What more, I done watching a series of drama.