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Sunday, August 02, 2009

Witty sound, annoyed mind

Something is definitely wrong with me...
Starting from yesterday night, I have been heard of the door knocking sound every now and then...
The knocking sound was very small and seem to be from my neighbors but seem not too...
Does my mind trying to escape something again?
Or just that I am starting to have audio hallucination?
Is it due to that depression is getting worst?
The feeling of loneliness makes me become so reluctant to do anything...
Watching a korean drama series while listening to "Because You Live" from Jesse Mccartney...
What a sound...

Listening and watching at the same time but heard knocking all the while...
My mood has spoilt but still, I have watched till episode 8...
The series is regarding the lawyer circle in Korea and how influential people use their power and wealth to control the outcome of a lawsuit...

Wish I have more time for it...
Or else I will have to sacrifice my sleeping time for the series again...


Right now, I really wish I can have the energy to clean up my room but seem like I doesn't wish to stand up and move.
Just wanted to sleep while listening to the same song from yesterday...
Can I just do so?
but who is going to help with my tutorials and practical reports?
Mostly were have to be hand in by tomorrow morning as I will be having lab from 9 a.m. till 5 p.m. again...

P/s: Sorry for crapping here!

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

wow.. u dont seem stressed out face to face.. didnt know u have this kinda prob.

Benjamin said...

normally I do not show out my troubles to people unless Im really trust him/her. So very little chances to see me showing out my problems

Listen to music

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