pissing

I always have doubt in my determination and I really proved that I do not have any determination with me at all. Once and again I let myself down. I wanted to study during this holiday but I didn't do so. Stay at home most of the time but I just simply waste my time. This isn't me. Still remember that few years back~ I can still read books all day long and most usually finish a more than 300 pages of book in a day time. My determination back then was like a mirage now. I am simply a rubbish now.

During this holiday I finally manage to be able to float but I still can't move forward with my froggie style...