Dreams-Car

I'm having bad dream again. Last few night, I was sleeping kinda late and was actually forcing my will to bed. I started to have bad dream about my car.

It is night and I park my car somewhere in an open parking lot situated in known hypermarket. Have no idea why I park my car at such isolated place and in fact its the corner. After went into the hypermarket for a shopping spree, I went back. Well, its not actually a shopping spree as I did not buy anything as usual. Returned to my car and found the door of the front passenger sit was opened. When I get near enough, my radio and everything valuable has gone. My brake locker was placed on my wiper and all this just getting so weird.

First, I locked everything and the brake locker shouldn't be taken out as there is no trace of being cut.

Second, there is no sign of forced open on my door. This explain that my car is not lock. But only that door was wide open.

Third, if they remove everything, why don't they just drove my car away since. 

Still couldn't believe that my stuff were stolen.

Death

Recently, I have been dream of death and heard of death.
This is a tragic and I don't know my heart can still take it anymore~
Please, what I dream of doesn't come true and peoples around me still stay kicking alive~
Goodbye seems to be the hardest word.
And I do not wish to say goodbye yet~
No matter your my friends or relative or maybe myself, living means everything and is meaningful~
The sorority of death can only be felt by those who are still living~

If you have the thought of suicidal, please stop your thought for the sake of your dearest~
We are blessed with the given body, not to be trampled but to be care about.

Once, LOVE doesn't exist in this world but what true is the form of love is formless and we can't see it with our naked eyes. The form can only be felt by heart. Nevertheless. I still couldn't felt the love by others but my parents. I can felt the way they love me and care for me. However, other than them, nobody else~

Anyhow, the real meaning here is "your life is at your own hand, but your lost will be your dearest pain".

Married?????

Finally, I am having a dream again but is kinda weird as I am married in my dream and I have no idea who the girl is. SWT!!!

Living in a small room and this means I'm poor. =(

In the dream, she like to wear yellow and purple but I can't recalled much either.

Furthermore, it's a boring dream with no beginning and ending.

Forget it~ This dream is just a piece of trash memory to be forgotten!

Dreaming Talk

Ever felt yourself falling into a basilisk hole and no matter how you struggle, you just couldn't save yourself? If then you are actually dreaming and is akin like falling into dreamland in a similar ways that Alice does in the play " Alice in Wonderland". 

Wedding?

A few days ago (Saturday), I had a dream. This dream is about a girl and me. In the dream, I am just like who I am in the actual world, timid in facing the relationship problems. While she is one who face it seriously. As I know she is a fair lady and lovely. However, she is so brave in confess with me. During her confession, all her friends and my friends were beside me and force me to accept her. WTH... I miss my friends too much? In the end I really accept her and start our relationship. The feeling with her is like what I wanted in the real life. Everything seem to be so true that I couldn't refract myself from it.

Then, it jumped to another scene. Just like in dramas but this seem to be another story. Here, all my secondary friends were gather together and we have so much to chat about. Out of a sudden she appear again. This time, everyone there start to ask me when to get married with her and everybody is forcing me to. It was funny as I have no idea who she is in the actual world. Maybe is you but I have never met you before.

Will this dream be a dream of my destined one? Maybe this is what I desired of and my brain just help me to realize my dream in the dream. The dream within dreams that most people hope to be true as most of my friends here really hope for me to find a girl and get marry with an intention. The intention of getting red packet from me!

Before I forget, I wanted to say Joyeux Anniversaire, Madame Mardewee!!! My french language teacher birthday is on yesterday, le 28 fevrier.

Exam day 1

Today is the first day of my exam and I really felt stress this semester...really!!!
I couldn't believe that I can ever felt pressure even weeks before the exam started and begin to study like never before. Maybe that my mind is made and this is just too freaking me out. Tune in quite early yesterday after the medication and just before waking up, I had a dream again. In the dream, I was studying for the same thing again but well, I knew it was dream anyway. What I read in the dreams is just the same in the real life. I was studying so intensely and nothing much went into my little brain.

A moment later, I met a pair of married couple who were supposed to be in their 50s and what makes me happy is I was actually studying in my room. The room I meant is my own sweet room and not the sulkiest and crappy room in the lousy yet getting more expensive hostel. Also, there were children around. We were actually playing and me playing cum studying or just memorizing in fact. Then the uncle bring me around with his van. He brought me to somewhere that I am not familiar with and he start asking questions. I was STUNNED!!! He actually ask me questions on the paper I am taking in the evening and initially I could not really up to his questions. Tried hard to think back the answers for the questions and he is asking more and more quickly and I am able to answer his question well and at least fast enough. After several minutes, he say he wanna leave for a while and out of some moments, he drove a bus and appears in front of me. A bus which was purple in colour and sparkling and look superb luxury. Went into the bus and he said wanna wait for another to ride in. Maybe there are others who were lost in the dream and he is the guide who is guiding we all back to our main road.

Then I woke up. Doing extraneous works and did not even touch my notes for the whole morning. Then when I reach library in the noon and starts my revision, what the guy ask in the dream actually just make sense. He ask me according to the sequences of my notes and miraculously I remembered most of them but the memory of these crappy stuff were still crumple together.

Never did I expected that some of the questions asked by the dream guy was in the paper as well. Only a few questions is spotted right on. However I am damn hating myself as I actually mixed the solution parts. Why am I explaining the whole damn Solution II and Solution III as the questions ask on Solution I and II. So dammit!!!

Forgotten about GuCl and the whole question 8 which is on the nick translation and 5' termini labelling process. So regret didn't arrange all the data in my mind well and at last this is what I cauze to myself. The feeling of regretting and rejection is so strong in me that I could hardly explain myself. Well, today has pass and will be welcoming tomorrow with a new feeling. Hope no more regressa!!!

MURDERed!!!

Today, I have another dream. It is a very short and scaring dream.

This dream is about a meet with my friend at a cafe. I have no idea who he/she is anymore but there is something going on there. While we were having our tea and chatting session, there is a annoying quarrel going on. As I am at the roadside of the cafe, I watch how they quarrel. This is between two man, a young lad and a older uncle. The young lad is skinny and quite fair while the uncle was just like a drunken look. The moment we are going to leave, it transform into a fight. I can heard something regarding money and the both of them seem to have some relation. The young lad has been shouting "Don't you ever belittle me! Who do you think you are?". Just as he finish his words, the uncle has just hold on a bottle as so the young lad hold on. Both smashes the bottles and the fight became more fierce. Then the young lad shout "TMD!" and wanted to poke the bottle into the uncle's stomach but he was too late. He was bleeding in his stomach and fell down. He was bleeding so rapidly that he doesn't even move then.

So suddenly I was walking pass the uncle and wanted to see how the young lad is and I was stabbed by the same bottle. OMG! I can feel the pain. The pain is unbearable that I fell down to the ground after standing for around 3 seconds. I was drastically painful and I was shocked to wake. When I woke up, the pain is still there. I can felt exactly where is the stabbing site on my belly and the pain lasted for about a minute. I can felt that the pain is there and only by the side of the round "wound". If not mistaken it should be cramping that makes me felt so painful but would cramping form in circular and only a small part? I could have sleep longer if I doesn't have this kind of dream. Waking up at 4.30 a.m. and have to prepare my mind for the quiz later that force me to stay with half conscious mind.

Will the dream comes with a meaning? Or it is just another of my premonition dreams? Perhaps I have been torturing myself mentally that this resurfaced. Hope the later will not come true for me.

Another Dreamy Tale

Here is my another dreamy tale. Just in the morning, I made a weird dream. In this dream, I am still myself but back to a few years back. There is a new virus spreading and one of my friend was asked to be sent to a elementary school for quarantine purpose and the elementary school happens to be my elementary school! Fanatic right? In that school, there was a room specially to be a quarantine room which has all the basic facilities (doesn't even exist in the real world), while the person being quarantine will be locked in there during the probation period.

And so happens that I'm also in the room for visiting purpose though. I've no ideas why I can still be allowed to visit in the quarantine room. Anyway, I was there and out of a sudden we are fighting for no reason. The fight last for about a minute and everything become peaceful again.

The dream then skipped to another scene about my varsity life. couldn't remember much about it as it was too short and will be sure that I will be suffering in the trials to remember back the details.

#Benjamin# Dreamy Tales

From now on, I will be posting even my dreams' scene here as I got very little dreams throughout my life. My dreams was always so short that I couldn't even remember that I was having dreams when I was asleep. Everybody dreams but the duration of each dreams were so much different. For me, maybe just a minute scene was played in my dreams and the shortness of the scene makes me forget on what I dreamt of. Sometimes, I would think that those who dreams often was so fortunate as they still be able to remember the dreams they dreamt of. In most case, dreams are special. So special until even science can't explain. I can dream of what going to happen soon and that is what I can be able to dreamt of and remember till now. It can either be real or fiction depending on what kind of dream. Well for me, most of my dream came out to be happening my real life. It was like me having premonition powers which allow me to take a peek to the future without be able to change the ending.

Things turn out to be more differently recently as I will be dreaming of all the f**king idiot stuff that I hate a lot. I sure will not be real and won't even be happening in the reality world. Just earlier this morning, I was dreaming of some bunch of my friends and me together in a classroom somewhere in the ULU region. There are no one in the room, just some of my friends and me. We were actually setting up karaoke in front of the room with two TVs. Closing the doors and windows but people can still see in as the windows were not intact. Students started to walk pass the corridor of the room and we still sing all the song available. Then, suddenly a bunch of student came in and watching us sang our songs. A moment later, two little girls came in and ask for them to sing. My friends agreed and only three songs were allow to sing then. All three were chinese classic oldies. Even me not sure of the name of the songs. However, the little girl sang so tremendously and the whole class of student "audience" applause. 

I have no idea then but I was at the back of the room sitting on a table by the windows. Opposite me was a girl who has bandages on  her neck and a opening with a plastic like tube on it near her throat who was sitting by the door. She took out her inhaler and sprayed through the plastic-like tube and out of a sudden, my asthma act up. Well, in real life, I do not has asthma problem but has some respiratory problem where my oesophagus is infected easily. Surprise in the dream, I found an inhaler in my bags (pop up from no where) and quickly sprayed in my mouth. Felt so terrible when sprayed in. Yuck...

I can still remember how it felt when I woke up this morning. Hope this won't come true. Hopefully this was just a brains data management that derive hallucination data which will never be as real as what I had before. Actually this sort of dreams does make me felt more refreshing when awake. I had this kind of dreams before and usually when I overslept. After I sleep for more than 8 hours I suppose, I might just as well develop this kind of idiot dream.

Premonition dreams become more less and less but most of it has already be in the reality just right before my eyes. Last time, I even dreamt of a SHINIGAMI or Death God was chasing me and in was in the night time. The me in the dream was an older me who was running so spontaneously around the city of an Anonymous City. So this means maybe I will pass away when I was that "age" and it was night time though.